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If you're wearing a disguise for too long, it will be difficult for the mirror to recognize you. At the end of theIf you're wearing a disguise for too long, it will be difficult for the mirror to recognize you. 

I come clean...

The matter always starts with me. I have failed to fulfill the dreams I had last year and at times it feels as if I have given up but that is not true. Reality is...time is a real demon if you do not know how to work around it. We always want to go through things as a people, but sometimes going around it is the better option. Some will argue and say "but going around something means you are running away or avoiding a situation", that's not always true. Going through something means that you do not have an alternative route you can use to see yourself on the other end. My problem has been time and how I manage it, but then I forgot that time is structured and will never ever in my wildest dreams accommodate me, I must find a way of working with time....work around it never want to go through.


As I ponder on ideas I had in the past year, the idea of being a leader and an inspirational being have been in vain as I bow down in defeat to time. I want to confess and come clean and state that the game looks easier when you are on the grand stands, when you are given the opportunity to sweat and create for your  own destiny (future), then comes along challenges and things that will occupy your thought pattern and end up going with the masses forgetting about the destiny that awaits for you patiently. I come clean and open my heart to myself and utter words of a fallen hero. It is sad that our creator trusts us with certain gifts and mandates us to do things that will better the lives of certain individuals in our space and yet we do not respect that.


Whenever I have a sudden urge to create something that will fuel my journey to the bosom of success, I relax and focus on things that are temporary. I could beat myself with a baseball bat right now because time has lapsed and I have little to show where as I could be showing something better and greater if I respected the amount of will power I had then.Hear me well, this is not the end, my dreams are not buried nor stolen because they are treasures embedded im my mind,body and soul. We always cry on things that did not materialize but then carrying on from where we left off becomes a real burden because the fire might be gone and it will need to be restarted for it to burn again. We confuse the fire that has been put out with the dream and vision that remains with you till you hit six feet under. The dream and vision is your match and fuel to make the fire burn again, let us remain in hope and believe in dreams and never let them go. Come clean to yourself, admitting is the first step to acceptance, once you have accepted then it becomes time to go back to the original plan and trace where you have gone wrong...never lose hope nor heart!